Day Dreamer

didn't have dinner last night
stayed up late working on comic for english
woke up late
got to school late
didn't have a lunch
had no money to get home
walked for a straight hour to get home
blisters on the bottom of my feet
no money when I get home

I call sydney
and shes like "come down to the pool"
if I'm going to sit in the sun for a few hours I'm gonna need something to eat. cause I already feel like I'm going to pass out.
so I ask her if there is any food or money
she says no
so I asked her if she ate anything today
"yeah. mum gave me $20 this morning"
mum only gave me $4

so that feels nice
I know I shouldn't be mad about money
but it's not the money thing
it's the food
I'm sorry if maybe I'm kinda hungry, cause I havent eaten in over 24 hours.

sydney comes back from the pool
I open the door for her and instead of saying "sorry about not having any money left over" she says
"ew. Shelby, you're so fat"

so I pushed her out the door
and locked both locks
which she doesn't have keys for.

I'm not going to sit around and let her say shit like that to me.